confoozled.com - a therapeutic project

a therapeutic project	Wed 10/09/2002 11:29 AM
Not wanting to depress people this early in the life of confoozion, I have avoided writing any journal-style entries so far. Well, why should I hide it? I'm having a crappy time of it right now. Getting confoozion online was supposed to be my "therapeutic project" - a way to get my mind off of how much things suck, and put it into something constructive. But I finished it too quickly, and the crap keeps happening. So in the meantime, while I wait for things to get better, I continue to busy myself with anything I can find. I borrowed this list from Aleja, who borrowed it from someone else. Filling it in took a couple of days, and maybe it was more therapeutic than I realize. I hope I get out of this rough spot soon. I think too much. I know the world is a great place to live, even though it doesn't always feel that way. I want to feel useful. I have beautiful friends. I wish I could fly. I hate mosquitos. I miss the fun of childhood, but enjoy the freedoms of adulthood. I fear the decline of my health. I hear voices in the hum of the air conditioner. I wonder what it might be like to have a baby someday. I regret not standing up for my rights when they were trampled on. I love my family, even when it seems they are screwed up beyond repair. I ache in the cold. I care what people think, though I pretend not to. I always get tongue-tied when speaking to strangers. I will not waste my time going to school to learn something I already know. I dance like an idiot, but I dance anyway. I sing at the top of my lungs. I cry when I am frustrated, when I am scared, and when fictional animated characters die. I do not have a sense of direction. I fight with my feet. Fear the feet. I write whatever is in my head, whether it makes sense or not. I win lame $4 Bingo prizes. I lose sight of how lucky I am sometimes. I confuse easily when I'm tired. I listen but I don't always know how to respond. I can draw with my foot. I need to feel useful. I am confoozled. I should write letters more often. << prev • home • next >>
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